Well, today marks the end of my relationship with my first true love because he decided he wanted to date this other girl that he's known for 7 years. I have given him a year to figure out if this is the right decision or not. He dragged it out and I won't be able to get closure with him until Friday because he is already in another town, spending the night at her house. The night that he told me that he wanted to break up with me was the night that he rolled my car in a ditch. I am now stuck at home without a car and without a man to kiss me, hold me, and love me. The worst part is he still wants to be friends and is reluctant to let me go. I don't want to let him go because he really is a great guy...just a little lost and confused. I hope I can find another guy that will ease my pain or that he'll come back to me. I'm not waiting for him, though once the year deadline passes.